Online profile up

We just got the email that said they have published are online profile with LDS Family Services. It is nice to know that people can find us on the web. Who knows what may come from that.

Life has been extremely busy right now. It seems that everything that needs to get done always falls on the same week. I survived my first Enrichment night and although I was extremely stressed about it, it did go well.

I wish there was more I could do towards finding our baby. Hopefully I will think of some ideas that will not take a lot of time, as my time seems short these days. Mike decided he couldn't take me stressing out so much so he showed me how to schedule out my time better. It is sweet of him and I will start to do it, but I cannot guarantee that I still won't stress.

I find myself thinking about adoption all the time. I seem to notice pregnant women everywhere, and I always have such an excitement when I see them. I really don't know why, but it is completely different than when I was going through infertility because I would see a pregnant women and feel sad. Now, its almost as if I am not infertile anymore. It doesn't really make sense, but I am happy that I do not feel the same sadness as before.