She picked us!!!!!

I am still in shock. We are expecting twins in 4 weeks. I came home for lunch today, to find a message on the phone from Brother Watson. He just asked us to call back and that he had some questions for us. I called him back and he asked a few questions, and then he said, "ok, you have 4 weeks, because she picked you". He totally caught me off guard, and I repeated what he said, to make sure I heard him right. When I was for sure of what he said, I could no longer speak, because I was crying. I choked out that I was going to give the phone to Mike, since I could not talk. I handed the phone to Mike, and I sat down and cried and cried, I just could not believe it was actually happening. Even now as I remember I am starting to cry again. I can only imagine what it will be like when I have those babies in my arms. So all afternoon, I have been grinning from ear to ear, or close to tears, I am just so happy.

As I drove home from work today, it was pouring rain outside. The kind of rain that makes you nervous to drive in, because you can hardly see in front of you. The only thing that I could think of when I was driving through the rain, is about the day I will tell my children about this day when I found out they were going to be my children. And how it poured outside, but I was so happy inside and how I didn't mind being in the rain that day, because I was so happy they were going to be apart of our family. I will tell them how I prayed for them for many years to come to our family, and today was the day I knew that my prayers had been answered.

So today, I told my boss and I looked into dropping all my classes for this semester, and we are going to have twins in about 4 weeks. That just sounds so crazy still. I know there are so many things to do still. I don't know if it is possible that we will be completly ready by then, but we will have a lot of help from friends and family. We are so blessed.

Brother Watson told us when the bm saw our profile for the first time, she said that we were a perfect match. I am just so thrilled. I am going to be a mom.