No more hope

I haven't updated for a while, but basically Mike and I have no more hope for this situation to happen. To make a long story short, B has stopped all contact with the agency and with us, and no one is able to reach her. It appears she is trying to disappear, at least from us.

It hurts that we lost yet another baby. It doesn't seem fair that we had to go through this again, but I know that we can get through it, as we have done so before. We prayer for B and T and those three little babies everyday. No matter how big our family grows one day, I know that Mike and I will always feel that we are missing three little ones.