Talked with B

Yesterday I talked with B. I still do not know how things are going to work out. I want so much for this to work, but B is not happy with a lot of things right now. I think mostly it is just the fact that she is very pg and very uncomfortable. She has been upset with Hannah, but I don't think it is anything that Hannah has done. After talking with B last night, I realized that she does not know a lot about adoption. She does not know that things have to be done a certain way for things to happen legally. When I tried to explain that to her, I could tell she was frustrated. I think she doesn't understand, so it makes her upset. I do feel like she is still set on going through with the adoption. She just is having a hard time right now and is acting out towards the agency. She said that she feels comfortable with us and that she thinks we will be good parents. She also told me that she feels I have been honest with her.

I really hope the baby is born soon, then all this uncertainty can be put to rest. I did not ask her about her being induced on Thursday because I felt it was better to let her just vent her frustrations at me, I just tried to listen mostly. I could tell that she had been crying when I called her. I think things are just really rough for her right now. I think I may try to call her again soon.